水曜日, 3月 29, 2006

sunday, march 26 2006

today really sickening.
is served a sentence in lowly silent, don't know will how long do this heart stay in worriedly...
will shall grass that wiggle ?
or bough fall from his tree ?
any that happened, bird is surely fixed sing...

just sudden altogether elapse so quickly, just me shall cannot count the second walking the meeting.
in a jiffy my dream was disappeared, will I rebuild my heart which have ever been brittle ?
predict that have become a compulsion...

and tonight I'm hearing Yanni's song called heart of midnight,
mmh... just wondering is midnight has a heart...?

I am so much thinking kinds of today, think in front of my notebook that in fact in my fore part is a reality, yup reality in face of life...
each;every human have his role each.
there is from them which expert in politics, there is from them which expert in art, technology. yups, don't know how many do the humen so hesitate in experiencing a role in legitimate theater.
likely myself also confuse where this feet will step so far. of so much many stories and so much way; the way to choose.

when seeing the myself in mirror. I see a shadow truthfully very affront, yups, it's a humankind...
predict the someone have told a matter to me that life is a choice...
seems I'm very useless to live in this world

I will try to effort tomorrow coz now I'm very tired and can't well thinking...
well time goes so fast, just now I write something then the day already changed

don't know I have to note or the event that trembling my heart today...
I met her...
then the flower shall no longer glow or feel the lights
all together have changed.
yes, I realize that when this empty heart seek for a hope
the arrow have killed... and it's hurt
and broken aortae have cannot be help again
I am to affront to make a relationship with her again
well... I guess so

lights of flower,
with whom should I tell you everything that has passed is no longer needed until we realize that this life is so short...
I cannot forget those thing even 'till in airport
I feel very regret...